Post by thetrier94 on Jun 29, 2009 20:08:05 GMT -5
I just now realised why I am so fasciinated with Raven/Beast Boy. It's me and my annoying friend Andy. He is The Clown. I mean like no other, but he knows so much stuff about me that I wouldn't tell anyone else. He knows I'm afraid of the dark, I am afraid of being alone. And yet, as dark as I can be, he still accepts me.
I really could be The Dark One, the way Raven is. I don't talk much, smile even less. But I love him.
And he used to know that, a year ago I told him. He politely refused and ended up going out with both of my best friends while I tried to hide my feeligns for him under barrages of insults and I was forever pushing him away, away from my heart.
But now... It's been 3 months since he's been in a relationship. We're closer than we've ever been, I even got him to watch a couple TT epis with me. I don't knokw if he still knonws I feel EXACTLY the same way about him that I did a year ago, but do I tell him?
Do I really let him see that even though I can be moody and a loner, that I find his resilience and humor irresistible?
I really love him.
What do I do?
I really could be The Dark One, the way Raven is. I don't talk much, smile even less. But I love him.
And he used to know that, a year ago I told him. He politely refused and ended up going out with both of my best friends while I tried to hide my feeligns for him under barrages of insults and I was forever pushing him away, away from my heart.
But now... It's been 3 months since he's been in a relationship. We're closer than we've ever been, I even got him to watch a couple TT epis with me. I don't knokw if he still knonws I feel EXACTLY the same way about him that I did a year ago, but do I tell him?
Do I really let him see that even though I can be moody and a loner, that I find his resilience and humor irresistible?
I really love him.
What do I do?